" that angry moment when a person step onto ure head umpteen times & all you can do is keeping quiet. once you talk back, you'll get into a fight -'- "
SAP PEEPS! ❤
k i know I've been missing for 5 days. yay me, NOT. i know i may not have any readers like i always do, cheh. but still I'm gonna update about it. SERIOUS SHIT EH MY LIFE SUCKS.
this week school has reopened. & the first day was okay till the next day, Tuesday, i cannot take it any more. i don't want to mention names so if you feel the hotness of a chilli, then maybe you are just correct or either wrong. let's face it. i may be a coward in real life but inside my heart, I feel like screaming & just talk back. but peeps said that I'm too kind-hearted of a person, who easily gets fool of & took advantage. yes i know that, but i don't know why. LIFE IS DAMN TOUGH I SUPPOSE.
i hate two-faced bitches even though they assume they aren't. mostly females, not males. but males, well SOME only. yes! :D so back to my point.
two-faced bitches has a lot of faces. it's either they using us or act kind, good & friendly.
don't understand? well okay then. clearer explanation.
using us? >> when they are alone, they came to us & talk a lot of stuffs. but when their friends are there, they left us & forget about us. see, isn't that using?
acting? >> acting is somehow like behaviour & using us. they act kind, good & friendly if only there are no friends of theirs. understand? okay i know you don't. k never mind.
you guys are not in my shoes, but one day, you will. trust me. every people out there has this same situation as mine (;
so tomorrow, there's school. but no lessons! yay yay~ i loike baby. ha ha ha.
i don't know what time should i report to school cos there's briefing about the carnival on Saturday. some say briefing starts at 7am & ends 8am. from 8am to 10am lessons starts. -___-
then some say 7:30am start then 8am finish. k I'm lost like seriously. 2B also kinda lost :O how ah how?!?? chicken. i can't wait for this Saturday, 2nd July 2011 ❤❤
i hope it's gonna be fun but there's particular person which i dislike, came to help! *roll eyes*
tak suka la please. tasl etunim sia! -'- shall brag about it in twitter (;
so today is 30th June 2011. oh my gosh, tomorrow is July :O so fast right!!!!!
my holidays aren't even 1 month, like hello!!!!!! *roll eyes again*
& today tired like fuck sia. i don't like.
so MAYBE I'll start updating using my old blog. MAYBE only.
okay dah bye.
got one person already texted me, yay well done! *clap hands*
✌ out,
- it's Irfan Casper. ❤
yay like at last I'm updating blog before the clock strikes midnight.
guess what? it's 25TH JUNE 2011 today. am really happy + sad. let's get cracking.
wished Irfan at exactly 12 midnight with the help of Sofi (: & he replied at 1am.
& i replied him back at 1:30am. i know, all sharp time. we texted each other & was screaming. Sofi was screaming too, she overnight my house 2 days. (: bla bla.
& today sent her to the bus stop. reached home, went to sleep again.
i dreamt of him with the North Spring peeps siuls! sialan, two times some more! -'-
this dream have Dalila & Irfan plus me. we went to Raya & Irfan kept on looking at Dalila. lol we were attached at that time. then Dalila like want to layan him, she's attached then still want to menggatal! i tell Amirul then y'know! >:( alah it was just a dream...
so my message to you, Irfan Casper.
Happy supposed to be 1 year anniversary. Thanks for your love, hugs & kisses. the bag you bought for me, well i still keep it even though you asked me to throw it. i just can't, hehehe. i know you still love me, i stalked your Face-book but how even we are not friends in Face-book? guess what, there's always a way okay. I don't love you but people keep assuming that i do. i just miss you so much, y'know how much is that much? 2 months being single isn't short. it's long okay. & finally, today, 25th June 2011, has came. i don't know why we broke up, but that's the past right. it's okay, I've always remember the number 25. yes, in school, in public, everywhere!!! ^^ & lastly i treasure everything we did together. Love ya, eezanie.
on 23rd June, you texted me at 1:09pm, i was sleeping & finally replied you at 7:23pm. i slept like a pig ^^ you said you forgotten my number which means you deleted it, well done syabas. but i ain't mad, cos i don't care. he he he, i was happy that you finally messaged me. i thought you have forgotten about me, but you didn't! yay :>
i even irritated my friends about you, saying (insert number) more days! :D i told my Bb that I'm sad cos it's 25th today. well he don't want to cheer me up like he always do. nowadays people are using us, i don't care la! ^^
okay i don't want to make my post so long.
FINALLY IT'S TODAY.
no more counting down ^^
✌ out,
❤ HAPPY (BELATED) BIRTHDAY TO NURAFIQAH A.K.A FEESPINSTER ❤
before (2010) ; after (2011)
before (2010) ; after (2011)
Good morning awesome people! \m/
it's 4:43am & my post time is 4:30am. yes i took 10 minutes for uploading these pictures. lol no la, cos i no mouse so it's rather *easy* to control it ha ha ha fake! but it's true, la you won't believe me one. so never mind. here's my post for today.
Happy birthday Feespinster, in belated. yes sorry for the post, i would want to update a post especially for you on your day, 20Th June 2011, but my mouse spoil. so can't save pictures, our damn damn old photos which i found it mostly in my photobucket. :\
so holla dearest Soulifebaby, remember the Soulife? it has been months we ain't calling each other that right? we call each other by names, B, love & etc. this year nothing seems to be the same as last year & last 2 & 3 years. all those times went faded & this year we ain't close any more. such a pity for us right? i know. but i hope we could meet ASAP. i really miss you, very to the extreme. i wished you through SMS on exact time 00:00:00 y'know. but i don't know whether I'm the first or the second or even third. & i even wished you last on Face-book & SMS. so that you could remember that I'm the last to wish you = you won't forget me always but perhaps you do. )':
i don't know why i have this kind of negative things going through my mind. maybe I'm just jealous of what you have NOW. the last fight we had was, last two days or three. cos what i tweeted, was referring to you. & you said you feel the pinch or whatever. i lied, it wasn't for you & even replied you sarcastically. am really sorry, ): y'know i started the fight first right? so i ended it by apologizing to you. )': feels like crying now but feels awkward cos it's 4:53am. -____-
let's think back our past, what we did together. those times, ugh )':
well, i remembered on 2008 you came down to *settle* with me because of Shaa. you talked world saying you want to slap me & Dalila. lol at last didn't, MINAH WORLD xD we met at Future Park, & that's when memories stuck there.
we walked to Nana's under block & slacked. just the three of us, me, you, Shaa ❤ took pictures & so forth. we were all decent, yes very. huahua :P i still got the pictures but i don't feel like uploading it. cos OUR FACES SUCKS. ha ha ha :P & from there i don't know what we did. i supposed you & Shaa went Shaa's house & i headed home. oh i think ah.
next memories, 2009? oh i can't remember oh no! oh wait i did, only one. ha ha ha. we went to celebrated my birthday to catch Congkak at E-Hub. :P yay you treated me & oh my gosh. you & Shaa went to my house to fetched me cos you treated me like Princess *wears tiara* ha ha ha. we camwhored a lot, damn a lot. but i don't know where the pictures are )': i tried my best to look for it but leads to failure. how sad is that!!!!!!!! D': then we went home & tralalala. lol.
& another part, we went to Shaa's house for fun. so i meet you at i don't know where then we walked to Shaa's house. Shaa did my hair, curly. & you went on the phoning with i forgot who. teehee! such memories right ^^ & one more! after school, me & Shaa met you outside NSPS. we three were damn close & now, seems far apart. )': me & Shaa took pictures of you & Putra under block ***C. he he he, y'know where it is! :P me & Shaa were the paparazzi, it was a great time with her. lol
& during 2010, i remembered you slept over my house during June holidays. it was great!! we took videos, we slept late & even eat in the middle of the night. remember?!?!?! on the 23Rd June 2010, you & Ipin are together while mine was 25Th June 2010 ❤❤ he he he, such great time right! we went to Johor Bahru with my parents & luckily you brought your passport! :D i think? lol. those June holidays were perfect for me. & this year June holidays, you didn't ): but it's okay, like what i said sarcastically, NEXT TIME. & oh on 18Th June 2010, me & you went to Sister's friends chalet at Changi, opposite Old Changi Hospital. remember remember?!?! me & Abg Didi + friends fetched my kittens, which is Moshi & Garfield. :P they were so tiny, aw such memories i remembered! i remembered all those time, 3 days 2 nights, at the chalet. but i don't want to tell, scared it might be too long... well perhaps next time.
& on 19Th June 2010, at 11+pm, my family came. you were in the room on the phoning with Ipin. :> & when it's midnight, we, brought cake & went upstairs to wish you Happy birthday! ❤❤ aren't we sweet?!?!!?!? ^^ nyahaha but Ipin wished you first & I'm the second lol with the co. I'm smiling to myself now, he he he. so we came down & you salam-ed my parents. sat down & enjoy the shows at the television while you eat the small cake. played drums & so on. :> in the morning, we ate breakfast & headed home around afternoon. ^^
this year? 2011? uhm no memories yet, but soon i guess. cos we didn't meet, LIKE ALWAYS )':
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remember this?!?! we webcam-ed right after you came my house to sleep over! :Dyay i got this picture saved in this laptop, am so happy! oh my gosh. he he he.
lol we look so ugly in these pictures but i don't care. :D
pictures of 2010.
see Nurafiqah Bte Mohd Zain. wait, correct or not? if wrong, wall post me! he he he.
so, I would like to wish you Happy Belated Birthday.
i know the fight we had this year, which is last 2 or 3 days, was CHILDISH.
like what you said, C-H-I-L-D-I-S-H. )':
i was laughing when we mentioned each other, i don't know why but at the same time i cried in the dark room. ): lol i don't really care ha ha ha.
i know this post is very long to the extreme.
i wished you via SMS you didn't reply, both of my messages! >:(
& in Face-book, i wrote you very long with my sincere heart, all you reply was, "aww thankiuk Yani." lol what is that?!?!! but it's okay it's alright, i must be patient. :D
so yes, Happy belated birthday! ❤❤
*shall end a post with my favourite pictures during the past*
✌ out,
Good morning peeps, yes it's morning ❤
it's 2:51am on a 23rd June 2011 )': i got a sad life ever since early of April. yes i am very sad, very very sad. nobody understands me, or maybe i understand more of myself? even if i complained to my friends about how sad i am or how angry i am, all they said is "cheer up, we got a short life to live." lol people lol, i know right. see nobody understands me.
I GOT A SAD LIFE. maybe blog can understand me ^^ lol eezanie, stop cheering up, it would never work darling :\
so I'm toning again :P as sister went to Krabi, Thailand, yesterday morning at 7+. she checked in her foursquare at "Budget Terminal" around 9+am means she took her breakfast at somewhere first with the person she's going with. (: so tomorrow she will be coming home, 3 days 2 night only. cos she will damn tired & so forth. lol i pity her but she doesn't know i pity her as i didn't show it. lol.
i will be updating a post for Nurafiqah Bmz soon ❤ as my mouse is spoil & i can't save pictures into my folder as I'm wondering to upload it in blogger. well, shall ask Sofi❤ to bring her mouse in & lend me for awhile. insya'allah. oh & the square mouse that stick together with the laptop can't left or right click. how sad is that! & from there, you can know how we, siblings, make things spoil xD everything is spoil, lol we are CHARLES ANGELS. duh! :PP
oh ya, sorry for not updating my blog that has been dead for a /week/ lol -__-
i wanted to update & as mentioned above, i can't & i didn't. sad life right! whatever.
I'm supposed to having sleepovers at my house but everything went /harsh/ (: y'know what went /harsh/? well if i got a mouse, i shall story telling it to you readers :D
so later morning, probably having a nice trekking or jog with my dearest Sofi❤
if i ton alone, what time shall i sleep? or probably not sleeping? :O what the fat sial. i need my twitter friend!!!!!!!!!! how nie how!!!! )': lol twitter has been there for me ALWAYS. & i love her so much. yay-ness. my tweets nowadays has been referring to someone, but well, i didn't mention any names so you don't need to feel the pinch unless that /name/ is written. so don't anyhow you say you taste the chilli hot la whatever shit!!! -'-
so yeah, just now Sofi❤ came to my house cos she can't sleep back & she texted me around 7+ in the morning!!! hello MOR-NING!!!! i was sleeping but luckily i feel the vibration on my bed. :PP so she came around 10+ & stories were heard.......
i bathed at 2:30pm & we went out at 3pm. fast game punya cos time is precious, yes precious. proceeded to Saf's house & took out my laptop. blast music cos i wasn't in the /mood/ one day i rant out everything ok in my blog, don't worry. ate /lunch/ around 4+ & headed to Serangoon Central to get photo copies of homework. ok wait, i thought of wanting to do homework at Saf's house but end up i lost it :O so photo copied. trololol i know right. then walked to N.E.X to find accessories, thank God they were hard-working. sometimes they aren't :PP walked around, in & out from shops. i miss N.E.X ): i miss school k what?!? no link.. so around 7+, Saf❤ needed to head home as her sister as no keys & no one is at home. so me & Sofi❤ walked around, at yoghurt (: yummeh, total cost $6+ ugh whatever it was my money, lol. so bought accessories & walked to Saf's house. Sofi❤ tripped over the staircase in a prreeetttttyyyyy seloowwwww mooooodddd...... ^^ laughed my ass out & a woman laughed. ha ha ha salute to that woman. (:
so reached & watched CLIF. (: yayness & out from her house around 10:30. homed at 11:10pm. then watch wrestling! \m/
i love that episode the most cos it's PEOPLE OVER THE (SOMETHING) means audience need to vote ah.
Alex Riley, Randy Orton, John Cena tag team vs R-truth, Christian, Miz. ❤❤❤
that match is awesome cos team John Cena won!!!!! \m/ yay
i love the part when the conversation go like this after John Cena pinned Christian.
John Cena: Randy, come over up here! *with the hands*
Randy Orton: *smiled & went into the ring*
ugh they are so, ugh cannot describe. alah you all just watch ok! :D
ok I've typed too much already, later less readers. ^^
2 more days left! :O
✌ out,
Hallu, morning ♥
those flat caps, ugh. jealous, ):
lol i wish S'pore somehow has this kind of shop who sells those kind of flat caps. but the price must be lesser than $20 ha ha ha. I'm mean but for American people, you can give them above $20 or make it $50 per cap. they are rich that's why USS sells expensive things cos that's the theme park is expensive & meant for foreigners. serious talking here. -___-
look at the time now 4:36am k ah extend 4:40am (:
so yesterday (17 June, huh 17 June!?! k wait later talk about 17), i ton. lol alone but with my phone & iPod touch. i spammed twitter (as mention below post) seriously. I'm the only one who is tweeting & plus the Quote people. but they didn't tweet /that/ much cos it's afternoon for them. -___- USA people la baby. i conquer my bed (king size bed la siuls!!!!!!!) & busy tweeting via phone as iPod is for facebooking. so everybody went to work except for Mum, she's sleeping soundly in her room. around 7+ going to be 8am, i walked to the kitchen & make myself two breads of Nutella♥♥ & hot Milo. yum yum(: bring my iPod too for tweeting then snap it using my phone. (my phone quality sucks nak mampus i swear but bersyukur ahh lol)
i spread the Nutella♥♥ many'many & spread the whole bread without any space :> I'm such a great person who is willing to wake up just to have breakfast. (lol eh lol ha ha ha world uh eezanie)
after eating, went to bed & continue tweeting. got people mentioned me, two people, asking me why am i still awake & go sleep. eh wait, 3 people. he he he kind souls (':
they were surprised i didn't slept. lol I'm an owl, *woo woo ha ha ha it's ok it's alright.
tonight i thought of NOT ton-ing but i can't sleep, so yeah shit happens like now. twitter is still alive, with quote people -___- he he he.
i heard holidays are out & school is in :O time flies really so damn fast!!!! eh wait time don't fly, they past/pass -___- ok la they move ha ha ha.
i can sleep as late as i want to before school starts & another reason is, today is a Saturday. so what's up of waking up early? lol everybody wake up now. it's morning!!!!! hello k I'm talking alone. la la la I'm bored. later night fetching Sister♥ from airport as she went to Indonesia to climb the mountain. she went there on Monday, 13th. & be back by tonight. which means 6 days, coming to a week. & i sacrificed of sleeping alone. (lol i ton for the past 6 days & have less hours to sleep but i sleep in the day, so not scared -__-)
just now around 11pm, watched WWE on channel 5 cos channel 201 & 202 no wrestling!! it's at 2:30am!!!!! ugh lol passed time already. i very kecoh ok cos got John Cena & Randy Orton ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
wait. recap.
i slept at 9am & woke up at 5:30pm. :O woah who can beat the time other than me?!!? *showing off*
so i ate bread & drank Milo ONLY for 9 hours!!!! lol so at 9pm got C.L.I.F very sad y'know until twitter so full of tht show ha ha ha channel 8 show. lol the policeman died cos the murderer aw R.I.P in twitter all said they were crying cos of the "Wenxiong, stop pretending dead. wake up!!!" isn't tht sad? alah, he dead in show but after the scene is done he will wake up, stand & head to coffee shop to have break what. ^^ lol
then after watching WWE, i ate rambutans, mango, sushi, maggi (in order) & drank ice plain water. lol & my stomach has been growling since just now. & I'm scared to get food in the kitchen.
lol not scared but lazy & scared. -______________-
OKAY I GOTTA GO NOW. I WANNA PLAY GAMES AT Y8.
i got friend requests to accept/reject & notifications to see.
but y'know what? I'm lazy. any kind souls to help me accept all of them? ugh.
ONLY 60 FRIEND REQUESTS. LITTLE ONLY. ALAH PLEASE LA!!!!!!! HAHAHA.
i just chatted with Ayu 'Fantinebella♥
she's a pretty girl & she looks 16. but guess her age? she's 15 -___-
she look damn matured & i swear she's damn pretty. i looked through all her photos & my mouth went :O i even talked to myself this ; ah lawa lawa lawa nie Ayu.
^^ i envy those kind of girls like Ayu. i randomly ask what's her age in chat-box.
but i shy la talking to new people I've never met. lol
okay hello Ayu, if you are reading this. :P
7 more days to 25th ♥
✌ out,
17 June 2011 / 7:15 am
4 days straight I've been ton-ing alone /:
Hello good morning. ❤
It's 7:17am now. & I've yet to asleep. I can't sleep & I don't know why. so here I am, updating via iPod. off the laptop at 6am & tweet via phone. ^^ if you all followed me & still awake, you confirm + chop see your timeline has been spammed by me! :D I received a mention & she complained that I spammed her timeline. lol I know ha ha ha. I hack care, cos it's my problem whether I wanna tweet, spam or wtv ok. grr nah I'm not mad & I'm in hyper mood. texted Sofi & Saf few minutes ago saying wanna meet & go study(do homework) anot. have yet to received a reply from one of them. they are sleeping obviously. lol I don't know why I can't sleep!! fish right. if Feespinster♥ was here & sleepover my house, we will confirm ton together but she will sleep first then me next. time check; 7:23am. I ain't sleepy & I don't know why. I wanna continue Fbing but who wants to chat with me? not many will online cos it's their bedtime. right? hehe just now at 1:29am, Boiibestie♥ texted but I reply him late at 1:45am. cos I was buy playing 'words of friends' partnering with ibu & challenging Efa. lol fun game ever hahaha! I wanted to install whatsapp but can't find the thing in my iPod. never mind, shall try later. oh yes later Feespinster♥ & Lia♥ will be having date at a cinema. probably at Vivocity as Feespinster♥ will be heading there with her Mum to repair her Mum's phone. wah so many info I got. ^^ Feespinster♥ invited me along but I'm broke, totally broke ): sad girl sia. never mind, after June holidays, my friends will repay me back. Alhamdullilah. :D
Oh ya, tomorrow sister is coming back! but at night she will leave the airplane. around 10pm. :) yay I don't have to sleep alone anymore & I can't ton already. lol cos if I ton & playing laptop, it will distract her sleep. so can't ): oh well never mind. in 3 days times it's Feespinster's♥ birthday. like at last, she's coming 14. ^^ probably might be going Underwater World but ain't sure yet who is coming. I hope it will be fun, Amin.
So let's end my posting here. & oh ya, please wake up everyone. It's 7:32am already!!!! :D
9 more days left ❤
✌ out,
Hello, good morning ♥
so here's a picture of an eclipse happening in Singapore & other countries (during night time only, for today.)
i can't watch in real life, cos i can't see it! I've been complaining about it in twitter that i can't see the moon!!!!! so Fauzul & Firdaus can see it & we mentioned each other in twitter. y'know what?!?!?! i jealous-kia siuls, chicken. i really wanna see, grr. fed up ah, -'-
saw Muzzy Malek's wall pictures that he posted in Fb at news feed. i liked his photos & luckily he's online. so i chatted with him, asking whether he can see it or not & where he watch it. lol he said at live.
that's the website! okie must go watch, live!!
i was fvcking shocked, & it's becoming orange now!!!!!
wait, i so jakunzz -____- cos I've never ever seen an eclipse before. sorry ok guys, don't want read can out out ok! ^^ & it's damn windy, very windy. I'm scared, damn scared ):
"Solar and lunar eclipses are reminders of the Day of Judgement, when the sun, moon and stars will all lose their light." - Muzzy Malek. ♥
yes i agreed, oh my. i don't want judgement day pls ): it's frightening me, ya Allah.
let's repent together okay one day? & till forever... God's Willing can. have faith in yourself.
I'm gonna repent soon, yes God's Willing.. Amin.
9 more days! ♥♥♥♥
✌ out,
remember this?!?! we webcam-ed right after you came my house to sleep over! :D
