This post might be long, so read ok(: lurp chiu.

Hello, morning! ♥

wait, it isn't a lovely morning for me. i got up, received a text from Bb(boiibestie) around 7:10am. yes, it wasn't a lovely morning at all. it hurts me. i cried, i mean like REALLY cry. & i suddenly felt cold. alone at home & I'm going to school later.

Bb has spit out all his words, he's straight-forward. so i shall be a straight-forward person too. might be going to school with a frown on my face. hais :/ i feel like running away, running away from people & the problems I've got. so maybe it's a Missing In Action time! ):

wait, i shan't be emo emo type la kan. it's just that I'm thinking what to reply. a short one or a long one? both i know what to reply, just that.. hais i don't know what to say. i just hope you see this, Bb.

*malas nak type Boiibestie. panjang sangat la woi.*

I will not on Fb for this whole month. shall ignore my phone, or either off it till 7th June. (: & twitter,well.... i consider it later, cos i can't live without twitter. but a day, yes i can live. ok whatever.

yes it's right. I'm irritating. i ever asked you this, am i an irritating asshole to you? you said, no ure not why did you ask tht?

wah, caring or what sia or just acting caring? i don't know, it's up to you but for me i don't really know.

& it's true Besties don't text everyday. hey, why notice it now? have you ever notice that you have been messaging me everyday for the past few months? then now you wanna say Besties don't text everyday? wah, i feel like a mother towards you. i showed you care, love & everything i could. remember when you fall ill? who do you come & complain said that the medicine is not nice, have a bad headache, can't walk & so forth? WHO? TELL ME WHO? if it's not only me, well maybe you just need MORE love, concern & everything. you're lacking of those stuffs. it's the first time you sent 7 paragraphs to me. no other guys sent those long messages, except for Irfan. his not even long -.- i swear, only 2-4 paragraphs. trololol Irfan banyak bubal, cakap je lebih tapi action tak tunjukkan. :D

k back to my point. Bb, if you really need freedom why don't you just tell me? i thought of deleting ure number in my phone, but what if i really need you? well I GOT ANOTHER BEST FRIEND to share too. who i always complain to, ^^ even i complain about you -.- don't be mad/upset/jealous ok. you know if girls are down, they come finding boys to express it out. why boys? not girls? cos if girls they will kept saying, 'there are more fishes in the sea than on land' -.- ya right ha ha ha. (fake laugh) it's 7:49am & i still don't know what to reply to you. maybe this post will be my reply. if it's too long, means my reply towards SMS is long too just that not enough space (;

- you said you would be there when I needed you, remember those calls? hais maybe i already start missing you. & it doesn't feel right if you didn't message cos we already used to messaging each other past few months. you said you love me, more than that. are those sweet talks? i bet it's not, please don't tell me it's not!!!! ugh PHOBIA IN LOVE. apa makna tu?

okay? i think this will be reply to you. i know long, just read. it's worth it! :D

another 22 more days! ♥

✌ out,