Sup guys! ♥

i don't care what other people think of me, my blog is always where i note down my feelings. so if you don't want to read, ure sluar dalam k.

*it might be long, lol*

so my life has been great, June holidays turning up pretty normal like other months. ^^

thumbs up. there's only ONE time i cried, for a guy -.- lol eezanie lol

it was on 2nd June. yay on that day i have a meeting with my MT teacher due to the mistakes i made for EOY. as always, i failed my MT paper. idk why don't ask.

i really appreciate what you have done, seriously. you cheered me up when I'm down & always think about Irfan & so on. we fought, we laughed, we smiled at each other in class^^, we text, we said " i love you " to each other, we on the phone oh gosh so many things we did (': it just brightens up my day! but now, there's no one who wants to bright up my day except for one. but we seldom talk, message & chat. (lol all the same) hais i really miss you.

remember the day you start the conversation in Fb? you asked me whether I'm mad or not. i said what if i do. lol i wasn't mad at all till you asked that question. & now I'm mad. I've got no right to control you, who you wanna contact with or who you wanna go out with. it's ure choice to do whatever you want to. what for do you need to ask me? am i ure mother? ure dad? ure best friend? oh wait i am ure best friend (: *checks Fb* woah you onlined...

so back to my point. if you ask me do i need you, of course i do! like duh, i need friends to pull me up from what I've been downing. hahah mereps la Yani.

it looks like we're drifting, very the far :P you know how do i feel? very useless ):

i didn't manage to make you happy, cheerful & everything that turns ure frown upside down.

THIS.IS.LIFE

i gotta accept the fact. well baby, I'm accepting it. so what's now? jump down building? yay soon ok!

you online, you have my number but nothing appears on it.

another 20 days more! ♥

✌ out,